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I can’t remember the last time I felt comfortable in any bed. It might have been a hotel room, or at someone else’s house but it definitely hasn’t been in any of mine for the last 3 years at least.
I usually manage to get some shut eye sometime around early morning and even the very rare ‘need sleep’ feeling from time to time but that’s exactly all it is, no deep sleep, no rise and shine, and I always always always wake up at least 3 times.
I’ve noticed I tend to sleep more soundly when I’m in a foreign bed, or with someone I barely know beside me even if that bed itself isn’t all that comfy or welcoming, and that person isn’t touching or showing me emotion in any way, there’s just something about its unfamiliarity and nothingness that helps cajole my body into.. wanting it

Trading pants in a mouldy old barn in the middle of a marsh at like 4am with someone that you actually hate for ‘fun’

I went through every photo ever taken of me tonight and found the one that singlehandedly sums up my dumb life

Trading pants in a mouldy old barn in the middle of a marsh at like 4am with someone that you actually hate for ‘fun’

I went through every photo ever taken of me tonight and found the one that singlehandedly sums up my dumb life

Frustrations
Still learning how to not tear myself up over every little thing
2014

Boring weekend doing stuff like dress shopping for a wedding I’m attending but I did at least wrangle myself some butt scratches so all is swell

Boring weekend doing stuff like dress shopping for a wedding I’m attending but I did at least wrangle myself some butt scratches so all is swell

One more from our ‘Forest Fetish’ set that went live yesterday on @godsgirls This is my favourite pic that I can post, the others all have far to many butts 🍭💛

One more from our ‘Forest Fetish’ set that went live yesterday on @godsgirls This is my favourite pic that I can post, the others all have far to many butts 🍭💛

Stills from something I’ve been staring at for a very long time today