I’m glad to have had that set go live, and to be able to re visit it these days, because though I have felt an increase in some sort of PMA over the past weeks I still haven’t found the motivation or drive to create.
I pick up my camera, feel the weight, and put it down.
I find the pen, and open the page, but only write one or two lines.
I roll the pencil between my fingers, but only succeed in marking the tips.
These use to be the only things I was capable of doing without any infiltrating and straying thoughts, now it’s more like the constant quest for balance outweighs everything else.