Censored because names are not important and my answer would be the same for every comment like this made regardless of race.
I’m pretty pissed off with the amount of people throwing around the term racism in regards to the site recently, especially in a lot of those cases where none of the opposed were actually of a visible minority and just using a very sensitive and controversial issue to back up their unfounded arguments that begun as something else entirely.
Like seemingly everywhere on the internet at the moment I feel godsgirls is going through kind of a ‘breakthrough moment’ for a porn community and there has been a pretty rapid change of approach to they way the site is being handled (not in any way saying it wasn’t being handled well prior to now) and it’s awesome. Since I joined the site as a model just over two years ago I’ve not received a single shred of negativity from anyone, admin, model or members and even when things have overheated between other models and members in the past due to topics that would directly include me I’ve always thought everything was unnecessarily blown out of proportion and could have been so easily resolved if the correct person had been contacted and not in an accusing, publicly shaming manner. I wasn’t a member on the site in the years leading up to my application but from what I can gather there weren’t so many problems, and now from what I’ve seen all the biggest issues that have surged while I’ve been on the site have been from people who hadn’t read the rules properly and weren’t willing to take suggestions from others trying to point them in the right direction.
I don’t get a whole lot of comments on my sets and haven’t been favorited 156,322,888 times and I don’t know if that due to the general preferences of the members on the site or something darker but I do know that it has nothing to do with the actual management themselves
What else I do know is that racism/hatred/exclusion in all forms is readily available and happens heavily in all corners of the internet but that at godsgirls if there is ever a problem or if anyone is feeling uncomfortable or unhappy for any reason we can talk about it, and we do talk about it, and that out of every slight situation so many positive outcomes have been created and that is so much more than most communities can or will ever say.
Finally realising and coming to terms how you subconsciously held yourself below every single one of your friends YOUR ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE because of your skin colour ON TOP of how far you already held yourself below every single other person just by being an unstable teenager —> adult is by far the biggest trip a mind can go through.
Fuck acid, fuck every single psychoactive this is the stuff that you are never going to come down off of.
I am seriously so much stronger than I’m ever going to be able to give myself credit for because of this.
'No but really!?!??1 where are you actually from cause you don't act like your from that galaxy like what planet were your parents born on cause your like a different shade of grey'
*not accusing you of those comments - just most people i meet NOT on tumblr :)*
Thoughts on the last few days
Headaches every day and staying up late is starting to ware me thin. I tend to forget that the only person taking care of me is me from time to time and that’s no good at all.
Tomorrow I will do what makes me happy before everything else and not allow the guilty feelings that usually follow to come creeping up.
I might have to get into androgynous high fashion when I have all my hair back
Missing someone for no longer being in your life is one of the worst human consequences.
Animals don’t have lamented friendships, and I think them to be happier for at least that.
Some misty views from my window to help your cloudy mind feel less cluttered. Fog is truly the best thinking weather.
What’s it called when you want to share all your thoughts and plans and sort of life goals with someone - most likely from your past and probably estranged for heavy hearted reasons - because you are really proud but you don’t want to make them feel alienated or uncomfortable or seem like you’re bragging because you still have deep feelings for them and miss that closeness and you know that if things had been different they would be there celebrating with you every day sun up and down?
I can afford so many amazingly cute apartments/suites back home if my visa is not accepted and I have to leave the UK. Looking at all the places on craigslist is instilling some kind of confidence in my otherwise flustered mind and that’s at least good, I guess :/
I just can’t shake this serious hate I’ve got going on lately and it’s making everything I do, every thought and every movement feel heavier and slower and foreign. I can’t get myself to feel positive about anything, even some really cool things that I know are good and should be celebrated I just can’t. I’ve already hidden myself away for a week, I’ve taken it easy and treated myself well, shown as much love as I can tho those directly in my life but I still feel drained and excuse-less and like a cheap human.
Where you are, am I on Flickr.
Im glad I didnt stay inside 06-09-2014
The poor bitch who eats venomous snakes as a natural aphrodisiac, has got to sort her shit out.
Ughh, you are the epitome of everything I hate about idiots on the internet. Your comments are unwanted on any of my photos (which I have specifically asked you never to reblog again) and your tags are embarrassingly (for you) un-tasteful. Nothing about this photo is sexualized or in any way screams porn. No I am not spread eagle fucking pussy bb, no I do not fall into the bbw category, no this isn’t even a gif like wtf is wrong with you. It’s sad that you struggle so hard with realities and of being able to see so many of the artistically shot photos and models you’ve reblogged as anything other than a few misguided hits for your page and I hope for all our sakes none ever have to bear victim to your presence.
There are metric shitloads of highly pornographic photos/gifs/whatevers on tumblr that you could tag accordingly and collect for your own personal spunk journal and I even have some out there but this is not one.
Get yourself sorted, it’s for your health.